I don't want to feel sad
But every time I feel sad
I feel closer later
When I've returned I'm in your favor
But if it lasts too long
It feels like you were always gone
I feel further than ever
And redirect your offer to recover
In these transitions
Of mood
It seems I'm most receptive to you
When I change
I approve
I acknowledge you are present in my deepest senses . . .
But I don't want to meet you only in transition
I don't want to feel pain
But every time I feel pain
I feel comforted and hopeful
When physically returned to normal
But if the suffering stays
And fills every unoccupied space
I feel hurt and deserted
And shield attempts to resuscitate revival
In these transitions
Through pain
It's the easiest connection to maintain
When I hurt
You remain
I acknowledge you are present in my deepest senses . . .
But I don't want to meet you only in transition
It's counter intuitive when I'm impaired
But I acknowledge you are present in my deepest senses . . .
And I don't want to meet you only in transition